to be honest, i have been in the process of a quarter life crises this entire autumn. i find myself daydreaming about my own studio every morning. waking up and getting the paper, drinking coffee, checking my email & starting the day with a clear and creative mind. choosing the clients i want to have and enjoying my time with them, fully capturing their sweet & silly family moments is the least i could do. the feeling of a day well spent, my heart softened and thankful, these are the things i dream of when i wake up in the moonlight, waiting to start my day.
someday, i tell myself, some sweet day.
these past few weeks, though stressful and dreary have given me the wonderful opportunity to look inward and find what i really want in my life and the main thing i want is to feel accomplishment. i have had the opportunity to dream, and be forced to settle down the noise in my mind, the distractions, the buzz and figure out exactly how i want to run my life and therefore my business.
i have decided to start my own studio, gradually. baby step upon baby step, i hope to gradually be able to separate myself from the weekly work schedule & make my own. i want to create how i want to create, without a time clock and without the pressure.
it begins with a dream they say. little wishes & big hopes, let's begin.
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