this time of year is always difficult. having seasonal depression makes me sleep for hours on end and the concept of getting out of sweatpants is enough to overwhelm me to the point of a panic attack. i do poorly at keeping promises, i do poorly at getting things done and most importantly i do poorly on thinking positive thoughts about myself. due to my work, we have layoffs for two plus months this time of year and though i have yet to determine whether this is beneficial or detrimental to my health, it is what it is.
i have been doing my best at keeping busy. with lots of projects with the shelter, enjoying time with friends and gradually chipping away at our home, things have been better this year. i am still waiting on my unemployment to take place and have yet to receive payment which of course sends me into panic mode. why can't these things ever be easy? and why oh why do the unemployment office staffs always have to be so rude and angry! i can imagine what they deal with, but i certainly wish someone would treat them better so they would enjoy their jobs just a little more.
anyway, time to stay positive.
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